Tuesday, August 9, 2011

At morning light...

At morning light...things will begin to change for our family.

Dear Callie Catherine,

As I sit here writing to you, I'm watching my belly move in a crazy, unnatural way that I've become accustomed to. These past 9 months have been very up and down for me - my moods always changing and my body betraying me on a daily basis. This pregnancy has been very different from the one I experienced with your big brother - and I'm excited to discover the small differences in your personalities and looks.

Tomorrow I will finally meet you - I will finally get to touch your soft, sweet skin. It's a moment I have waited for since the second me and your daddy starting dreaming about you. And although I have a long day ahead of me and nerves are running high - I also know that the moment you arrive will make every single struggle and pain worth it and more.

What I hope and pray for you is a heart full of hope and faith. I want to give you all the paths to happiness and allow you to be yourself, who God created you to be. And I can't wait to see just who that is! I hope that you have the sweet nature and honest, open heart of your great-grandmother, who you were named after. I hope I will see the same innocence in your eyes as your brother's. Will you not be able to say no to anyone, like your daddy? And what will I find in you that connects you to me?

Tomorrow, my love...tomorrow we will see.

And until then I am praying for you...and hoping for you...and envisioning our life as a family of four!

5 comments:

kathykellen said...

Praying for you all, sweet Abbie! Much love to you! And I'll be anxious to hear all about Miss Callie Catherine! May God give you every bit of strength you will need and may your heart be full of joy!!!

Tera said...

Praying for you at this moment, knowing you are going to be heading to the hospital soon!! I can't wait to meet your sweet little lady! Praying for all of you!

Leah Robinson said...

Many prayers for you and sweet baby girl =) Cannot wait to see pics!!

Brittany Janae said...

Those are the sweetest words- something she'll treasure forever:) Congrats to your family and praying for an easy transition!!

Ashley said...

That is so sweet Abbie! Both of you will love reading this when she gets older!